Well, it's not like he hadn't known Dean would ask.
Sam sighs again, and lowers himself to sit on the edge of his bed.
"The thing is... you have to understand that--"
It's harder to say than he'd thought it would be.
"-- when I, I couldn't stop it from happening, and you -- and then I tried, I swear I tried to find a way to bring you back, but none of them would deal, and the spell didn't work, and..."
By now he's staring at the floor, just so that he doesn't have to see the look on his brother's face.
"... when I started to lose hope, I started to -- I got careless."
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Date: 2011-12-08 05:29 am (UTC)Sam sighs again, and lowers himself to sit on the edge of his bed.
"The thing is... you have to understand that--"
It's harder to say than he'd thought it would be.
"-- when I, I couldn't stop it from happening, and you -- and then I tried, I swear I tried to find a way to bring you back, but none of them would deal, and the spell didn't work, and..."
By now he's staring at the floor, just so that he doesn't have to see the look on his brother's face.
"... when I started to lose hope, I started to -- I got careless."